I’d really really love this if his voice wasn’t rather annoying.

Apparently, he’s known as “the Catholic Weird Al,” which explains a lot… anyway, check out the lyrics –

This Time of Forty Days

by Nick Alexander (Parody of “King of Pain” by The Police)

There’s a little black spot on your head today
I guess it must mean today is Ash Wednesday
And we enter a time when we will give things up
For some it’s so easy but for me it’s rough

I hope I can last without it being a pain
On Friday’s no meat, but at least fish is okay
We just got our throats blessed on the Feast of St. Blaise
And it starts right this week, this time of forty days.

There’s a little black spot on your head today (Is my soul prepared?)
It’s to remind us that from dust we came (Is my soul prepared?)
Guess I should read a good book, and watch the t.v. less (Is my soul prepared?)
Should I complete the Old Testament, or Prayer of Jabez? (Is my soul prepared?)

I hope I can last without it being a pain
On Friday’s no meat, but at least fish is okay
I guess I should stop calling my sister bad names
And it starts right this week, this time of forty days.

When you fast don’t act like all those Pharisees
Rumpled hair, bruises on your hands and knees
Instead wash yourself, put on a happy face
And on the Feast of St Joseph you can take a break…
Forty Days

Well, Jesus He fasted thru the wilderness (Is my soul prepared?)
With all the church offers, can we do no less? (Is my soul prepared?)
There’s a little black spot on your head today
Is it dark, is it bold, or has it faded grey?

I hope I can last without it being a pain
On Friday’s no meat, but at least fish is okay
When I’ve completed this Lent, don’t want to be the same
As I am right this week, upon these forty days.

Forty days…
You’ll always need forty days…

You know, it’s kind of sad, really… there really are a lot of great songs, but are the voices as soulful as, say, Jeremy Camp’s? Mum and I were briefly discussing how that’s probably why Catholic music isn’t the most popular.

So now, I’m out to re-record Nick Alexander’s songs. HAHAHAHA. Especially “Careless Blunder,” which I cannot find the lyrics for. Oh well.

Pics from the Concert

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:D check ‘em outttttt.

find me!!!! lol.

Waiting for my amazing chocolate wafers to be done. Meanwhile…

I shall continue my marathon of blogging those significant events that I’ve failed to blog for over the past month.

My last post concluded with the events of this past Thursday. On Wednesday, 12/12, we had a long, very hyper (on my part, at least?), tense, last-practice-before-the-big-day at choir. Fortunately, a few things happened to make the going easier.

A) Jacob came in acting drunk. He bossed his brother around, threw his book and his water bottle down, and said in a most convincingly drunk manner, “I am not… as drunk… as I look,” complete with the whole unsteadily-pointing-at-random-people act. With his last words, he put his feet up on the chair behind him. Well, Rose gave me permission to throw things at him, but all I had on me was the cell, and I wasn’t going to throw that. Joy and Lisa decided he’d had too much medicine. Either that, or he hadn’t had any at all.

B) Dan: “… next song will be O Come, O Come, Emmanuel, has anyone heard of that one?”
Someone in the back: “Which one is that one, again?”
All of a sudden, Roseanne’s “twin” (please forgive me, I don’t know her name yet… or maybe I do, I just don’t remember it) burst out laughing the way I would. (Gosh, I love her. :D ) Everyone froze momentarily before turning to stare inquisitively at her.
Jacob: Ok. That was good. I don’t know what that was about, but that was funny, whatever it was. (He wasn’t acting drunk anymore, by that point.)
Well, an explanation was demanded (isn’t “demanded” such an angry sounding word? I don’t mean it that way, you know…) and she (Roseanne’s “twin”) explained that when Dan had asked if anyone had heard of that song, Michelle (or was it Christine?) had leaned over and whispered, “Have you heard of that one?”

C) There were only maybe one or two songs that we had to go over more than once, which really helped everyone stay calm, knowing we nailed almost everything on the first try.

D) I might have been the only one who laughed… so maybe this isn’t a valid things-were-better-because-of-this sharing, but Jacob said something like, “Is anyone confident about tomorrow? Because I am totally not confident about tomorrow.” One of the tenors, I can’t remember who it was, replied, with a somewhat indignant look on his face (and I couldn’t tell if it was teasing or stressing), “That doesn’t sound good for us, if you’re not confident!!” The reason I supposed it to be all in good fun was because the look on Jacob’s face didn’t give me any reason to suppose that he was in earnest. (No, he was done acting drunk by this time. Or maybe he just wasn’t doing a very good job. *shrug*)

E) Right before we went through the Hallelujah Chorus for the last time, Mom’s phone rang. The Church echoed with, “Mommy, pick up the phone! Pick up the phone, now! Now!! Mommy, pick up the phone! Pick up the phone, now! Now!” and everyone, after realizing that it was a ringtone, burst out laughing. It was a good way to almost end the evening. Thanks to Dad for calling at that moment. Haha.

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Monday, 12/10, we took soup to the Nadermans. What fun! and what a laugh; Mum took Samuel Wade Naderman, and he cried )`: but then I took him and danced him around and he was quiet. :D I do believe I have inherited Papa’s “touch.”

I reflected on it later, and I will be perfectly honest: When I first saw Samuel, all babies are cute, adorable, etc., yes, I know, but I decided he was not the cutest baby I had ever seen. Haha. N/o to the Nadermans of course, I love them to death. Anyway, as I said, I was reflecting on it afterwards, and it occurred to me that somehow… a baby looks different when you are looking down at it in your arms. Looking down at a baby that you are holding opens up to you a whole new perspective, in more ways than one. Suddenly, when that baby yawns and squirms for a few minutes, trying to find a comfortable position to lay their head, and finally settles quietly against one’s chest, suddenly they just become the sweetest thing in the world, and they do suddenly look a whole lot cuter. Haha. I do remember this sort of experience… when Matthew Zagursky was a baby, I remember I thought his head was huge, not quite in proportion with the rest of him. But then I was given the privilege of holding him, and in the new perspective I gained from doing so, I firmly decided that he had the most gorgeous blue eyes ever, even more gorgeous than Elijah Wood’s piercing blue eyes. Haha! I suppose I didn’t really think it through back then… but there. I have now.

Sunday, 12/09, we had a household at Tita Cynthia’s house. Worship was soooo much fun, we had FOUR guitars (Tito Bart, Candisse, Matt, me leading)!!!! and if there had been a piano, we would have had Tito Don playing as well. Here I Am To Worship was really the highlight of the whole thing. That thing always hits it right here. *thumps chest*

The kids were very well-behaved. We gathered in the guest bedroom and discussed Advent, read a book on Our Lady of Guadalupe, chatted, jammed, colored, had lollipops, and overall had a great time. They were so cooperative! I began our discussion by asking what color the priest was wearing, and why, and when they replied that it was the season of Advent, I asked them, “And what do we do during Advent?” Well, after the younger kids had given some very good answers, Matt raised his hand and asked childishly (oh, yes, childishly. In that deep voice of his), “We light candles?” :P That made us all crack up…

Saturday, 12/08, the feast of Mama Mary’s Immaculate Conception, we hosted the CFC Fraternal, coupled with a Ladies’ HH. We all had worship together, and then I took the girls upstairs. It was only me, Frances, Gloria, and Mariel, but what a time we had! I think we had a very good discussion. We talked about why it was important to have a good relationship with Mother Mary. I used A Philadelphia Catholic In King James’ Court, Beginning Apologetics, and one other book that I can’t remember the title of… oh, and the Bible, of course. After we’d covered all that we’d needed to, we had a nice long sister chat while the adults weren’t done yet.

For snack, we had ravioli (from St. Louis!! Hallelujah! :D ) and allergy-free cupcakes, which I’d arranged on the table in a rosary. (Check out the pics, yo.) They were very nearly all gone by the end of it all! I think the only ones left were the Our Father cupcakes, which I’d left un-iced (hey yo, there wasn’t enough icing!!). I must say, I was very, very surprised that they were so well liked! Gloria even said, “Wow, these taste better than regular cupcakes. I should just eat what you guys eat!” :P

Friday, 12/07, we went bowling with homeschoolers. Bleh. I did horribly. Paolo had told me the night before to “break 200″ for him. I didn’t? Haha. Well what does he expect?? Sheesh! Oh, but it was so funny — Yena beat ALL of us!!! Even Dad!! I can’t remember the scores now… my fault for not blogging this when I should have… ughh… Anyway, I’m SO happy Daddy could join us. Bowling was right after lunch, see. We’d attended the Children’s Adoration that morning.

Thursday, 12/06, the kids woke me up early (take note of that, please) because our stockings were full! We each got chocolates, candy canes, and sticker pads in the shape of our initials, and then we received two additional, more personal gifts. For me, it was a pincushion and a deck of cards. I cannot begin to describe the events following the stocking-emptying. Perhaps this will give you some idea — http://4real.thenetsmith.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=16875&KW=MIC

Wednesday, 12/05, was a horrible choir practice. Please don’t get me wrong, I always have fun, but people weren’t in the best of moods, because it was our second to last practice, and there were some harsh comments made… At least we had a laugh, because Roseanne’s “twin” finally met Roseanne, and when the two women were introduced, they went with it and pretended to actually be meeting a long-lost twin, and they embraced and said funny things that made us all laugh heartily for some time.

So ends my second attempt to catch up on blogging, and yay! I’ve caught up by another week! :D

My Fifth Week Where I’ve Failed To Blog SIGNIFICANT Events

I FIRMLY RESOLVE to finish this post today, even if it means giving up chatting tonight. It’s always like this; I open up all my tabs — gmail, multiply, facebook, wordpress, AIM, and YM — and then I go to my wordpress drafts and end up chatting with someone. Before you know it, my hour is up, and I HAVEN’T WRITTEN ANYTHING. BLEH!

I am baking Oatmeal Cranberry Cookies at present, but I only have on baking sheet on hand, because mom is using the other one, so while I am waiting for my first sheet to come out, I will blog.

Except that the timer just beeped, so I just took them out, and they are NOT at all what I was expecting… but I’ll get to that when I’m actually bake-blogging, again.

It’s advent! That time of year!! when we bake lots and lots and LOTS of cookies!!! and as I am officially no longer a b5 blogger, all my blogging will be on HERE!! For ME!!! xD (What an example of Advent/Christmas spirit, eh?)

So far, I’ve made Traditional Rolled Sugar Cookies (although, I’ve yet to decorate them), Stained Glass, Raspberry Lemon Bars, my Totally Amazing Chocolate Chocolate Cookies (now egg-less, as well as dairy-less!!!), SS’s Walnut Cups, of course, and even more of course, of course, Rum Balls.

This year will be forever remembered as the year that I found the PERFECT Rum Ball recipe. I’m sure any avid baker has heard of the typical crushed-chocolate/vanilla-wafer recipe, but these, I tell you, are unbeatable. You make brownies first, heavenly, melt-in-your-mouth brownies, and then you take those brownies and break them up into little pieces and just soak them in rum. (Or at least, that’s what it tastes like. 1/4 cup + 2 tbsp rum to a recipe that ends up making around 45 balls, you do the math [necessary for my friends who are asking if they will get drunk {*cough* youknowwhoyouare *cough*} from eating my rum balls].) If I send you cookies this year, please do not insult me by avoiding the rum balls, most especially if you are a very close friend of mine. I absolutely insist on your critiquing them, and see if you aren’t as blown away by them as I am, I dare you. :D

Now, where to begin? (Oho, you thought that was the beginning? No, indeed, that was just an overview of what’s been going on so far today.) I’ve been so bad about blogging recently (as the title should have told you) that I’ll have to go backwards.

Yesterday, 12/16, Gaudete Sunday (Gaudete, Gaudete! Christus est natus ex Maria Virgine, Gaudete!), we had the CFC Christmas Party. (http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=14782&l=f4fcf&id=502520962, http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=14789&l=8f7f9&id=502520962) We arrived at Grailville at around noon, and found the Dalisays, the San Miguels, and the Suchoskis setting up. Jon had his laptop, and Mariel was trying out a game that Jon had made. It was pretty cool. Not that Mariel’s failing was a laughing matter, but it was just kind of amusing that she kept on failing the game, and then Jon took over and won, of course.

Eventually, more people started arriving, things started getting louder, rowdier, etc. xD Paolo told me he hadn’t brought the drums, to which I replied that I’d forgotten to tell him and Kuya Vin that Matt was leaving early, and therefore couldn’t play for worship, anyway. He said something in tagalog under his breath. I never found out what it was, even after repeated hits…

We had lunch at 1 (half an hour late! Paolo should’ve been in charge of the schedule… bwaha [<== 'hem, YFC Sisters' inside joke, look out]), and that was supposed to be followed by games, but Matt had a Choir Concert that started at 3, so because he had to leave early, he, Gabe, Paolo, and Jon gave their performance which was supposed to be for the variety show, which was scheduled to take place after games, but I think I’ve already explained why it had to happen right then, and while this sentence is proving to be a very long one, why don’t I go ahead and warn you that there are going to be a lot of “supposed-to-have-happened”ss thingies in this part of my post which is about the CFC Christmas Party. *takes a breath*

Sometime before their performance, Tito Don and Julianna arrived from Julianna’s game, and the Nadermans had arrived sometime before them. Samuel was asleep, and I was at once allowed to take charge of him :D so I took him over to the quietest corner and ate next to him, while chatting with Jordan and Candisse. Eventually, he woke up, and I got to hold him for a good, oh, half hour? or so. He’s so sweet! But come, back to the boys’ performance. I would like very much to tell what it was, but… Well… suffice to say, Aunt Bethany got asthma from laughing so hard, and I haven’t been given permission to upload a video (16 seconds) of it, because it was so ‘embarrassing,’ apparently… supposedly even more embarrassing than what they did at Discovery Camp. (Well… I guess it was… but… )`: I really want to upload that video!!!! *waiting/praying/hoping for permission…*)

After their performance, Matt had to leave. While he was still getting his stuff together, the Music Min. had a meeting downstairs, while the parents had their games. We got through practicing Prince of Peace, but then Mariel, Paolo, and Gabe had to leave because they were helping out with the parents’ games, and so that left me and Candisse to practice the rest of the program with Kuya Vin. When we’d finished, we went upstairs, and what did I see? My Dad and the other dads practicing the Macarena. *cough* That seriously. freaked. me. out.

Well, after the initial shock given by the scene, I decided to make the most of it and went hunting around for the camera, which I eventually found, and took full advantage of (as you see, if you’ve clicked on those links :D ). It turns out, the game was that they had to pick the name of a song and the dance they had to put it to out of an envelope or something like that. Men vs. Women. The men, for their first performance, did the Macarena to Silent Night, followed by the thriller(?!??) to Santa Clause is Coming to Town. The women performed the robot dance to I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Clause, and something Paolo taught them to Jingle Bells. Gabe coached the guys, Paolo coached the girls. When asked which was the real villain, I firmly replied, “You,” to Paolo. If you’re on FB and you watch the video of the women’s second performance, you’ll hear me say, “Paolo. WHAT Did You Do?!?!” That is, in fact, the title of the video. (They won, btw, so I’m not really complaining…)

Sometime in the middle of the game, Matt said goodbye, and we wished him luck. I saw something that made me smile… Matt kissed Julianna goodbye before he left. It always makes me smile when siblings are that close. :) After the adults’ games, the little ones put on their play. Yeni was Mary, Jordan was Joseph, Aya (or was it Jojo? …) was an angel, Christine was… a reindeer? I think? and I feel like I’m missing someone… Anyway, the whole thing was Tito Herman’s idea, and the kids were sooo cute. It was slightly dragging, though… See, the audience was supposed to look out for 4 words, and when they heard one of those words, they’d sing the first few lines of a Christmas carol. So, when they heard “baby,” they were to sing What Child is This; when they heard “manger,” Away In A Manger; “angel,” Hark, the Herald Angels Sing; “Bethlehem,” O Little Town of Bethlehem. Well… let’s just say those 4 words came up pretty often… I think the “The End” was kind of abrupt. At any rate, the tone in which it was said brought a laugh. (Oh, Jordan being introduced as Joseph before the play also brought a laugh. I just grinned. He made a face at me. Haha.)

Afterwards, Tito Leo told me it was our turn, and he asked me to say something about our presentation that would tie it in with Advent/Christmas. Mum told me later that she liked what I’d said, so I’ll try to put it here. I can’t remember exactly how I worded it, but I think it was something like, “Through this presentation, we’d like to share with you a part of our life before we came here.. and still continues to be a part of our life now… and for me, I really think that it played a big part in shaping us… not just as individuals, but as a family.. I really think that it made us a tighter, closer family,” and I guess I said something to wrap that up… Oh! I think I said something like, “So I hope you find our presentation interesting.” (I couldn’t think of any other adjective? lol. What was I supposed to say?) We performed Chil Sung Il Ro Hyung. I think we did well. The floor was a little slippery, but it was hardly noticeable in the video.

Worship followed. Kuya Vin led worship, with him, Gabe, Tito Bart, and I on guitar, and Paolo on piano (for half the worship). We sang Prepare the Way, Prince of Peace (replacing I Give My All as my new favorite 2-part worship song), Shout to the Lord, Trading My Sorrows, and one more… I can’t remember the titled!! The one that goes, “Lord, I give you my heart, I give you my soul…” Oh, I think it was This Is My Desire? Maybe. Anyway, that was the third song, and Tito Don was standing next to Paolo, and when he saw the sheet, he asked if we were singing Shout to the Lord and Paolo said it was next, so Tito Don asked if he could play that one. He ended up playing Shout to the Lord and Trading My Sorrows. It was a really powerful worship. *nods* I could hear Paolo singing harmony next to me. He does that a lot. :D

After worship, we exchanged gifts. We didn’t open them like we did last year.. Heavens, there were SOOOOOOOOOOOO many kids!!! Over 40. WHAT a party!!! We had the KFC exchange gifts first, followed by the YFC, and finally, the SFC. Ate Candice and Kuya Vin handed out gifts to the YFC from Tita Edna (bless her! I miss her so much!), and I handed out the gift bags (with my amazing cookies, the kids’ awesome hot chocolate mix, and heavenly sampalok, the recipe of which Mom obtained from our wonderful Tita Emily). Tito Leo had us sing one last song, Joy to the World, “… after which we will joyfully clean up…” which Tito Don played the piano for, and I sang. As we were cleaning, Tito Don continued playing, accompanied by Kuya Vin, and Mum and Tita Tez’m sang. It was in tagalog, I think it was a Filipino Christmas carol. I think that was my second favorite song that we sang at the party, because even though I didn’t know it, it gave me such a happy feeling to see [and hear] the Pinoys that were cleaning up joining in. Tito Mavi left singing heartily.

So ended a wonderful party. If you haven’t clicked on those links, here’s a pic that I hope will sum up all the rest sufficiently –

Isn’t that a lovely sight. :D Don’t forget, there’s people downstairs, and people closer to where I was standing.
So! That was yesterday’s story. The day before , 12/15 was Mommy & Daddy’s 18th wedding anniversary, and Daddy’s birthday. *wild applause from the kids* Mummy’s white roses are in a vase on the table. :D

That morning, Daddy measured us kids and opened one of his birthday presents before he and Mum left for their date. I cleaned and packed cookies for the next day’s party, fried ham for us kids’ lunch, and attempted to blog, but obviously, that came to nothing, lol. We spent the last hours before bedtime perfecting Chil Sung Il Ro Hyung for the next day.

12/13 and 14, the St. Max choir sang at Niederman’s farm. The first night, we did splendidly on everything except for the Hallelujah Chorus, but they told us the tracks were nearly drowning us out. The second night, they had mikes set up, and we nailed the Hallelujah Chorus PERFECTLY, but we screwed up Do You Hear What I Hear!!! Blehhh. Oh well. It was a lot of fun. Kind of tiring, but fun. (I still need to upload pics, btw.) Well, the whole family came the first night, and then Michelle and Terhi came the second night, but I didn’t see them!!! I must have missed them on my way out, and I was in the car on my way towards SHS when Michelle called and asked if I’d left already. I felt HORRIBLE. :( I’d tried calling her before I left the building, but apparently she didn’t have a signal inside…

So I went to Battle of the Bands at SHS after the concert on Friday. Kuya Mico and Tito Leo were at the table, so I gave them hugs, and then I turned to the woman to give her my entrance fee. She turned to Tito Leo and asked, “Is she with you?” and he replied that I was, and she said I could go in free. Tito Leo must’ve seen something in my face, because he laughed and explained to the woman that I never let him pay for me, and got indignant when he did (ex: I insisted on paying for my drink and the Kuya Demo at the Underground, because he’d sneakily payed for my entrance fee. :P !!!! lol), and still laughing, he told me I couldn’t complain because he hadn’t payed for me this time. The woman smiled and said she was letting me in because she liked them (the De Velas).

Tito Leo escorted me inside, and led me to where Kuya Vin and Tita Doris were sitting in front of where Tito Leo had the camera set up. I sat between them. Awkward Chocolate was just finishing up their last song when I sat down. Before intermission had begun, Paolo had come over to say hi, and Tita Doris moved down one seat so that he might sit between us. Intermission proved long enough for Paolo and Kuya Vin and I to discuss certain details concerning the worship for the Christmas Party, during which Kuya Vin had asked Paolo to bring the electric drums for Matt, and as I’ve already said, I totally forgot to mention to them that he was leaving early. (I guess I was so hyped.) I took some pics (http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=14672&l=a6e3a&id=502520962) while waiting for intermission to end. When Kuya was introduced, Kuya Vin was laughing, because I was muttering under my breath about how they were pronouncing it wrong, etc. We were lucky enough to have the original Kuya behind us. :D God Bless Kuya Mico. He was actually able to stand for some of the performance! :D :D That was a lovely thing to see.

Kuya was AWESOME!!!!!! Honestly, awesome to the point of I-Don’t-Know-How-Code-4- Won-First, seriously. Yes, yes, I know I missed their performance, but I heard them play in the summer, although everyone says they’ve improved since, but still… Kuya Vin said they weren’t good… Hahaha… No, we are NOT biased… I honestly didn’t think Kuya was all that great when I heard their stuff last year, but they’ve come a long way and I really do love their music now. Well, they’ve got next year… (and Code 4 was all seniors, and from what I heard, it was leaning towards being a sympathy vote, so maybe Kuya will get it next year? They’ll all be seniors, then… :P ) Kuya performed Lullaby first, which I did record, and I sang along with the last two lines, and Paolo asked, “You’ve memorized it???” Well, of course I have!!! I love that song!! My top 3 favorite songs by Kuya — Angel, Gravity, and Lullaby.

At the end of Kuya’s performance, the audience was chanting “KUYA, KUYA” and so Paolo started yelling “ATE, ATE” and I joined him, but then he stopped, and I stopped right in the middle of an “ATE” and smacked him for deserting me, so he said it softly and said, “There.” He got elbowed. *shrug* I got nudged. Tita Doris asked what we’d been yelling and she laughed when Paolo told her.

So, yes, Kuya’s performance was totally amazing. Kuya Vin left during the intermission that followed, and Gill Green played next. Uhm… *shakes head* their music makes one’s chest hurt… so we — Tita Doris, Kuya Mico, Paolo, and I — went out. I had about 7 minutes left before Mum and Dad were to pick me up, anyway, so I spent those 7 minutes hanging with the De Velas and Paolo. Tita Doris had pointed out Mariel and Esther inside, but they hadn’t come over. (I’m not entirely sure they were in a position to get out, especially Mariel. I think she was smack dab in the middle of a full row.) When the family arrived, everyone came in (except for Dad; the car was on) and we stood around chatting for another few minutes. Yena was beating on Paolo. Migi was hug-attacking him. I didn’t realize he was still there, actually; I guess he was standing hidden by his friends, but Migi found him, apparently…

Whew. Well! That post took a lot out of my news… I shall blog again tomorrow!! :D

Choir went extremely well tonight.

It was most interesting and quite satisfying.

We were going over Sunday’s music, and so Dan was saying something like, “… Hosea; shouldn’t be a problem, Change Our Hearts; we’ve done countless times, and if you don’t know, Lord, Who Throughout These Forty Days, then… you’re just… not… not Catholic. (!)” to which Jacob replied, “Then — then I must not be Catholic!” and amidst the laughter, went on to say how he forgot things and so on, but of course Elise is next to me saying how he can’t forget things, and he’s a genius, a point which we’re not likely to forget since she announced last week that he’d won a $5,ooo scholarship to UC that day, not to mention he’d been accepted at Harvard and Yale. At any rate, the laughter didn’t die down for some time, encouraged by Jacob’s continued protests.

During break and after, I found myself discussing a great deal, from Tang Soo Do to hyper-ness (that would be me and Elise jumping up and down due to the energy she had gained from Ritz crackers and I had simply… retained from… something or another) to Archbishop Fulton J. Sheen and Chesterton and Lewis to nuns dancing with streamers before the Lord and King David and Judaism and… everything. ‘Twas a most interesting break. Very encouraging, indeed.

Ah, we did In Christ Alone as our closing song. Afterwards, Dan asked me if I’d like to be a cantor. I have to say — I’m rather hesitant, the music being what it is, but I’m excited. (And what I mean by “the music being what it is” is that I have a perfect quote from Dan tonight; we were practicing a song and he said it was “more traditional than the songs we usually do.” Now, it was not as if the song was archaic, it was simply a very soulful, slower, song. What I’d like to point out is, traditional songs do not seem to be the norm around here.) Not that I’m putting it all down, but I do get around to longing for the traditional stuff every now and then. ‘Tis all well and good bringing in the more contemporary stuff that still sounds solemn and reverent enough and all, but leave the traditional stuff at the pace and beat that it’s meant to be and all that is all that I wish for…

Ah well. ‘Tis not the end of the world. Still…

YFC GA is 1:00 at All Saints and I’ve four participants to call tomorrow. I take that back — 3, and one to email, though I suppose I’ll call her anyway. Gabe replied to my email exactly 57 minutes after I sent it. Which means, I should have had time to call the girls tonight, but I was reading something or another at 6:33 today and didn’t think to check my email though the laptop was in my room. I shoulda left my inbox open, I suppose, but I was too caught up in… oh, yes! The dress I am sewing for Tito Mike’s wedding! (Which I just better not be wasting my time making a dress for.) Well, technically, I am not making a dress. I am simply cutting apart the one I had for unc’s wedding and sewing it back together differently.  I am much more sure of myself this time around, and I have no fear that I shall simply be wasting cloth. Besides, it is not as if I am totally sewing without a pattern. I have a pattern to base on. :D It is going to be very nice. It is going to be a modest but not-so-simple dress. I can’t wait to see how it turns out!!! I have great hopes for it. It is most definitely going to be a nice long gown, with a plain neckline, but the sleeves will be… more interesting, and also the front will be… ah, nvm, just wait till I post a picture of it on here!!! Which will take a while, so be patient…

Eh, goodnight. No response from Sa Bom Nim, yet. I am getting rather impatient.

Ahhh and that leads me to… I woke up this morning and bumped my foot against the bed getting down, and OW I’ve got bruises on my foot and on my right arm and left shoulder from sparring Daddy yesterday. Such a feeling of satisfaction, it gave me!!!

I am feeling hyper tonight. I know it is late, but I simply cannot sleep, and I shan’t waste time staring at this bright screen. I’m going to work on that dress a bit more. And no need to feel guilty about it, either!!! I did ALL my lessons except for Latin today. I am SO proud of myself!!! Hee hee hee!!!

(I believe me good mood is owing to the fact that Mommy and I are on much better terms again as opposed to yesterday and this morning. It is quite uplifting.)

I’m happy…

kinda. Well, see, I’ve given up being anti-social during break for the first time since I joined the choir. ‘Twas still a bit… weird… for me to be chatting with everyone, but God sends me what I need when I need it, and I had a nice little chat with Mary about baking. :D So I’m happy.

I’ll admit, I was rather depressed yesterday. I was watching old tests and classes, and I was getting my practice in at the same time. I got frustrated because I couldn’t keep up with the front kick, jump side kick, back kick. It was driving me nuts. At any rate, it felt good to follow commands. YIKES they do jumpingjacks fast at black belt testing, and go straight into the rest of stretching. AAAACHHHKKK!!!!

I was watching black belt sparring, March of ‘05. I think being away from that environment has changed me. And I don’t like it one bit. For some reason, I felt an anxiety, and was even somewhat frightened while I watched those videos. I was behind the camera and so of course you could hear me cheering and encouraging and even giggling and whatnot, but while Paco and Migi beside me cheered a test from two years ago, I just sat there. Silent. It was ridiculous. I was watching very dear friends. When it was live, I didn’t feel like this. Why should I feel like this now? Now that I’m watching what is just a memory? Bleh. I’m making myself emo. It was hard watching Chris and Todd and Paula get beat up.. WHY!? I don’t get it! It was two years ago and it is worse watching it now than watching it when it was thick around me and not just in front of me on a small screen that doesn’t even make me unaware of the carpet I’m sitting on. Well dang, it ain’t the Omnimax!

But, seriously, George and John Mike are brutal on their own; they’re worse together. And Master Todd is just… ahh I’m bad. I’m actually feeling happy because he won’t be around for me to spar, since college and three jobs keep him busy. Well, better M Todd than M Romel. wOw his forms are still so freaky to watch.

So, to lighter matters; daddy is home, and once he’s out of the shower, we’re going to go watch home videos. Joy! G’night.

Valentine’s Day and Youth Camp

So…

Thursday night, daddy came home. WHEEE!!! Mom went to pick daddy up, and then they ate out, so we kids stayed home and watched movies (and I made pork chops)… until we got a call! from mom to be ready to go as soon as they got there. So… we got ready to go… and their surprise for us was that, we slept at Holiday Inn! It was mom and daddy’s gift to us for Valentine’s day. So we watched TV and ate chocolate… watched the food network and the history channel. So I got in about an hour and a half of science, and then nearly three hours of history (I stayed up till who knows what time watching the history channel with daddy; learned about Kennedy and Nixon). School work!!! WOOT!!!! Ain’t it great? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

We got up early and ate breakfast downstairs, then we went home and I started cramming my talk. Hehehe. It wasn’t hard; I didn’t have to do any research besides looking up a couple Bible passages. I just used stuff that I’d learned already from The Great Bible Adventure, Life of Grace, and from reading the footnotes in my Bible. I took a break and chatted with Ate Mary for a bit, and that was heartening and encouraging and all. I wish she’d been able to come, but it’s ok. There’s always next time… Anyway, I finished before lunch (Salamat sa Diyos!!!), and I went sledding with daddy and the kids for a bit afterwards. Daddy and I took turns with the camera, and I got to go down with all the kids. AND THEN I WENT DOWN THE HILL WITH DADDY!!!!!!!! which was pretty awesome, hehe!!! Woulda been fun if we’d wiped out, but we didn’t… but it was still awesome. LOL.

Paco and I got dropped off at Tito Leo’s house at around ten to eight. On the way… Oh, I dunno… deja vu, I guess. I saw Wilkes-Barre and Italy. Our service team meeting went very well… ehm, for the most part, anwyay. Gabe explained our duties, Paolo went over the sched with us, Ate Candice gave us a quick summary on speaking God’s Word, and we had our tongues’ workshop. So I learned about being what I was expected to do as a facilitator and we had mock pray-overs just to get things straight (which was where things got a little… awkward and uncomfortable in some places, but I shan’t go into that). Paolo stressed the importance of EATING QUICKLY during breakfast and lunch and breaks, so that we could have a LONG DINNER. And I forget the rest of it. Because that was the only part that was MAJORLY stressed, and so it was all that stuck with me. I ignored the rest of the schedule except for the part with my talk. LOL. And then, the tongues’ workshop, which was more for Gabe and Mariel’s benefit; we who’d been able to attend had already had a mini-workshop the week before during CLP. Overall, I suppose it was a very satisfying night. :D

Mummy had packed the bento box for me, and so while everyone was having doughnuts, I had… SUSHI!!!!!!!! a-WOOT!!!! That I’d prepared myself. *sigh of contentment* Then, Tito Leo drove us girls (except for Kim; she went home) over to Mariel’s house and we got some sleep (definitely less than ten hours ;-) .

So, yeah; me, Gabriella, Candisse, and Mariel… HAD FUN!!!! and missed Kim a LOT… We recorded ourselves… having fun. LOL. We were singing/dancing to High School Musical, Avril, and Kuya. We were being really really really crazy. ‘Course, the videos aren’t going online; they are only for our personal documentation. But they were great. We were jumping up and down and yelling (with consideration for the others in the house, so I don’t suppose you could really call it yelling, because we were just… yeah.) and dancing and rolling around and falling over on purpose and begging Gabriella to join us in front of the camera (which, girls, turned out to be not in the frame of the camera; I was too low) and saying random names and diving all over the place and… yeah. Great night. Haha. And then we went to sleep and woke up at like 6, but went back to sleep and woke up again to get up at around 6:30-ish.

Paolo had, the night before, STRESSED the fact that we NEEDED TO BE THERE BY 7:25 AT THE LATEST!!!!!!!! So, yes, we were there on time. We had breakfast (all of us together), and while the others ate more doughnuts — among other things, but that’s what stuck with me, lol (pero hindi naman nakaka asar masyado) — I had RICE and the pork that mum sent with me. *sigh* One simply cannot live without rice. Doughnuts are just… NOT filling. :P Hahaha. Oh! Unless. UNLESS. They come FRESH and WARM from Krispy Kreme. (I MISS KRISPY KREME!!!!!!)

We went downstairs and had our morning prayer and worship. Gabe on bass, Mariel on electric, me on acoustic… and I think Paco and Candisse and Kim joined in eventually? I mean, while we were practicing first. And then we went on…

Participants arrived in the middle of it all, I gather…( don’t know; I was just downstairs until all that came before everything started were there. there were a couple that came in the middle of the first talk…) we had a total of six participants; Gloria, Gwen, Morgan, Frances, Alexis, and Karen. So… I got introduced to them (by Gabriella and Kim) and we were all screaming with pleasure (well, not all of us…) because there were a total of seven homeschoolers at that camp….. WOOT!!!! Me, Paco, Gabriella, Kim, Morgan, Gwen, and Gloria. AWESOME-NESS!!!!!!!! We brought them down and taught them some songs for worship, and then we sang…

Then, the intro was given… and then Kim gave the first talk, with Gabriella sharing. Ehm… a bit emotional. (Which wasn’t at all bad, of course; it really… I don’t know… but it had a really good effect, I think.) We had our discussion, which went well…. I took Gloria and Gwen and Karen, and Gabriella was with us. Mariel took the other three. Now that I think about it, I think we were split up by age… but I can’t be certain, because aren’t Gwen and Alexis the same age? I think.. Ahem.

Then, we had an ice-breaker… ‘over the mountain’? Wheee it worked. Pretty much the same concept as ‘do you love your neighbor’ just a little different. I think it was mostly the service team that ended up in the middle, but… eh, it wasn’t bad. Only… Paolo kept on saying his name and the last name was kinda starting to get old… HAHAHAHA. Eh, it was fine. :D Masaya naman, so.. that was good.. and then.. well, we had a break, at any rate. I was anti-social and went over my talk… and then I was prayed over and then I gave my talk… here it is…

I. Intro -

Living a Christian life on our own is impossible. Only through the strength that we have in God, the strength that we have in Jesus, can this be possible. When we hear of how great God’s love is for us, I think, many of us genuinely want to respond to Him by loving Him back and living a live that’s pleasing to Him, but it’s difficult to live a life that’s pleasing to God, if we don’t have a personal relationship with Him through His Son, Jesus Christ. And so, like any relationship that we have, with friends, with family, to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, we have to know who He is. So, who is Jesus Christ? Well. What do we know?

II. Who Is Jesus -

A. impact in history

Well, first, let’s take a look at His life, and how He has affected our history. First of all, we know that He was born in a stable some 2000 years ago in Bethlehem, in Judea, which is in what is now Palestine. So the first glimpse that we have of Jesus is in a stable. Ok? A stable, a place where animals live and sleep and eat and do everything that they need to do. This is where our Savior was born. In a stable. Take Bethlehem next. Bethlehem was a very small, poor, unimportant town. In the Bible, where they list the territory of the twelve tribes of Israel and how the land was split up and everything, Bethlehem didn’t even make it on the list, because of the fact that it was so small and so unimportant; it wasn’t even worth mentioning.

Then, there’s the fact that Jesus grew up trained as a carpenter. He was not a king as other Kings were; ruling their people from a distance. There’s something that separates a king from his people; because a king grows up rich and wanting for nothing, he can never fully understand what his people go through. Jesus isn’t like that. He is a King who totally understands His people, both the poor and the rich. He is God, and that is power at its highest point; no human could ever reach that high, and nothing can go higher than that. But He also understands what it is to be poor; when He became Man for our sake, He did not choose to live in pomp and splendor and riches. He truly Lived! among His people. He lived in a community, knew his neighbors, the way you and I do. And so He understands our needs, our hopes, our fears, our dreams. He truly became one of us.

Around the age of 30, Jesus’ public life began. For three years, he traveled, preaching the Love of His Father. He genuinely cared for those who were lost, for the sinners, for the sick, for those who were unclean, for the ordinary people.

Jesus was charged with blasphemy, and was also seen as a political threat at the time, and so He was crucified as a criminal at the age of 33.

So you’d expect that like any religious or political leader of the time, Jesus would have been forgotten, faded away, maybe? But He hasn’t. After 2000 years, He’s still being talked about, argued over, sought for in terms of understanding, respected… 2000 years later, for us, for we who believe in Him, look at us, 2000 years later, we still call Him our King. No other person has had so many books and stories about them. The book that we accept that tells His story, the Bible, is still the #1 best seller of all time. Then there’s how History has been split up into B.C. and A.D. We’ve all been taught historical dates with B.C. and A.D., haven’t we? B.C. stands for Before Christ, and A.D. stands for Anno Domini, which is Latin for In the Year of Our Lord; we’ve been taught historical dates that have been split up according to His life, it’s just been recognized that that’s how dates are split up.

So, yeah, Jesus is… everywhere. Literally in every sense of the word. So, you know, there’s just so much that’s said about this guy, so what was He really like?

B. misconceptions

I mean, there’s just so many misconceptions, people portray Him in so many different ways. So let’s take a look at some of the things people have to say about Him.

Some say he was a weirdo, a freak, even. I mean, really, some guy just starts telling you, “Love your enemies.” and “If someone slaps you, turn the other cheek.” I mean, really, if we’d lived back then, ‘course there’s more than just a small chance that we would’ve been weirded out.

But, obviously, weird as some people might think Him, there was something about Him that attracted people. Mark, Chapter 1: 16 – 20, reads, “As he passed by the Sea of Galilee, he saw Simon and his brother Andrew casting their nets into the sea; they were fishermen. Jesus said to them, “Come after me, and I will make you fishers of men.” Then they left their nets and followed him. He walked along a little farther, and saw James, the son of Zebedee, and his brother John. They too were in a boat mending their nets. Then he called them. So they left their father Zebedee in the boat along with the hired men and followed him.” And so, for them to just get up and leave their life behind; because, I mean, they were fishermen. This was their trade, this was their life, everything that they knew. And they left it behind to follow Jesus.

Some people call Him weak, because He allowed Himself to be tortured, gave in to all the persectution.

But let’s think about that. First of all, what got him there? Obviously, there had to be some reason for people to think Him worth torturing. So He must’ve done something that some people thought was bad. And Jesus openly stood up against the known authorites of His time. In Matthew, Chapter 23, which I’m not gonna read, because it’s quite long, but Jesus criticized the scribes and the Pharisees, calling them hypocrites. And now, the scribes and the Pharisees held a great deal of power at the time. These are the people that brought charges against Jesus that resulted in His death.

Now, does this make Jesus weak? Well, first of all, who said that He had to criticize those people that were in power. It takes a great deal of boldness and courage to openly criticize people in positions of power. He didn’t have to do it. But He did. He preached and stood up for something that made these people angry, because they felt that His teachings threatened their position. He didn’t have to do it. He is certainly not weak. There were many chances for Him to be weak, but he proved to be strong, in that; He chose to preach the Good News, even though He knew very well the dangers of doing so. He did NOT lie his way out of the charges. And who can call a person weak, for having a chance to get out of a brutal death like that, and didn’t take it. He ACCEPTED it, He accepted His death. Willingly.

Some say that Jesus was confused or unsure of Himself. But He wasn’t confused. He knew exactly where He was supposed to be in any given moment. He knew where and when He was to be captured and sentenced to death.

Some say that Jesus was an unsuccessful leader. But, like I said, after 2000 years, He is still our King. What King has ever been known to reign 2000 years, and then some. He’s not done. Christianity’s thriving.

C. the best way to know Jesus

So, if we are finding it difficult to know what to believe and what not to believe about Jesus, why don’t we focus on what He tells us about Himself.

See, Jesus claimed to have qualities that belong only to God. Matthew, Chapter 28, verse 18 – “Then Jesus approached and said to them, “All power in heaven and on earth has been given to me.” So, He claimed to posses all authority in Heaven and Earth. Only God has that authority. We see that nature reconized this authority that Jesus claimed to have, when in Luke, Chapter 8, it tells of how Jesus was in a boat out on the lake, and there was a storm, and the waves were tossing the boat around… and He calmed the sea. He rebuked the wind and the sea, and they were still.

Second, Jesus forgave sins. You have to understand how strictly people in that time believed that God alone has the authority to forgive sins, which is perfectly true. And so Jesus claimed to have this authority also. (Luke 5: 17-26)

Jesus claimed to be a judge. That is a right that is exclusive to God’s supreme authority. (John 5:21 – 23; 27)

Thomas worshipped Jesus when He saw that Jesus had risen from the dead. (John 20; 24 – 29) Worship is for God alone, as we know from the First Commandment.

Lastly, Jesus claimed to give Life. (John 5; 26) Only God has that power. It’s all about power and authority. Jesus claims to have the power and authority that we know belongs only to God, and so if we are to believe in these claims, then we accept that Jesus, while He was fully Man, He was also fully God.

III. our response

So now that we have a basic idea of who Jesus Christ is, through what we know of Him through the Bible and the way He has affected our world for over 2000 years, how do we respond?

Jesus Christ claimed to be the Son of the Most High. The Son of our Creator. The Son of God. That is a majorly serious claim. It’s either blasphemy, or it’s the Truth. Jesus’ claims are so different from the claims of others; for example, Buddha, Mohammed, they never claimed to be THE Son of God. And so, Jesus’ claim being so serious, we need to honestly consider if we truly accept them, or if we reject them. Because that choice, if made in the depth that it needs to be made, will affect our whole lives. It will affect everything that we are.

And while we’re on the subject, the one thing that we cannot do, is to not accept that Jesus is the Son of God, but STILL think that He’s a good person. You just, you can’t. Either you accept that He’s the Son of God, and a totally wonderful person altogether, or you don’t. And if you don’t, if He is NOT the Son of God, then He is a blasphemer and you can’t get any worse than the claim that He made, so if He’s not the Son of God, then a good person is the last thing that He could possibly be.

So, if we believe that Jesus is indeed the Son of God, that He IS God, was fully God and fully Man, we cannot just… leave Him in the corner of our lives like some people do. Jesus, ultimately, God, CAN relate to us. He understands what we go through in every aspect of our lives. And so, knowing that He can relate to us, to follow Him as our Lord and Savior, we need to accept the personal relationship that He offers us every day of our lives.

IV. personal testimony – hand it over to Candisse

V. conclusion

THE WORLD’S GREATEST CHARACTER

Jesus and Alexander died at thirty-three,
Once lived and died for self; one died for you and me,
The Greek died on a throne; the Jew died on a cross;
One’s life a triumph seemed; the other but a loss.
One led vast armies forth; the other walked alone.
One shed the whole world’s blood; the other gave his own
One won the world in life and lost it all in death;
The other lost his life to win the whole world’s faith.
Jesus and Alexander died at thirty-three.
The Greek made all men slaves; the Jew made all men free
One built a throne on blood; the other built on love
The one was born of earth; the other from above
The one won all this earth to lose all earth and heaven;
The other gave up all that all to him be given.
The Greek forever died; the Jew forever lives.

So… God Loves You. He loves each and every one of us and calls to each of us by name, because He wants to be friends with us, He wants to have a personal relationship with each and every one of us. He knows the depths of our souls. He wants us to know Him.

And then we had our discussion… oh, wait. I can’t remember if we had the angel game before or after my talk…

TAPOS!!!! Hehe it was shorter than I thought it would be. Ok, anyway… another discussion… same people, ‘cept Ate Candice was with us this time around. Which was good; her sharing was very inspiring, and I love how she illustrated her relationship with Jesus. Lovely. I need to remember that..

Another break. Well, lunch. I had chicken. And I was anti-social again and sat in the dining room talking to Tito Herman, Tita Laura, Tita Doris, Tito Leo, and Tito Joe. Oh, Kuya Mico was there, but he didn’t say much… and I think he’d already eaten. And then Paolo left. *wah* Oh, I think we taught more songs somewhere in the middle of it all. And all the participants learned easy, so it was fun. It was mostly fast songs… only a few slow ones here and there.

Kuya Vin gave the third talk (WHICH WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PAOLO’S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahem. lol. he went to a bowling tournament. no one blamed him. wel… kinda. jk jk!!!) and then, instead of discussion, of course, they did the letter-writing, and some went to confession at All Saints. (Oh, Mariel and Gabriella took the ones ten and under upstairs and gave them the talk separately because some of the stuff we were dealing with was a bit too heavy for them. And then they joined in for letter writing.) I stayed behind (most of the girls [girl service team] stayed), and I had the time to conduct a one-on-one, and also to have a nice long talk with Gabriella. Mariel also did a one-on-one at that time, and then I jammed for a bit with her and then by myself… Having a talk with my sisters and jamming other stuff was a good break from everything… and the younger ones were downstairs playing 8-ball I think? So they were fine…

Everyone came back from confession, and Mariel and I conducted two more one-on-one sessions, jammed with Kuya Vin (once he’d gotten back from.. buying guitar strings? with Gabe), checked that participants were doing their letters, and handed out the sheet-thingies to-be-filled-out… what were they? oh right! contact… info. er… yeah. And hung out with… ppl. We were on break. I think Gloria and Alexis were building a two-foot high snowman. :D

We had some games… the fruit game was awesome!!! APPLE!!!!!!! And Morgan and Gwen showed us the Tornado… (“Hurricane” – Paolo)

We started working on our programs with our teams. AHHHHHHHH that was SO much fun. It was Karen’s idea to have a sort of charades-with-sound. And then we had to think up movies. THAT took us a WHILE. Haha. But that was a good thing, because by the end of it, we were all much more comfortable with each other (my team was the same as my discussion group), and we were all cracking up and just having a heck of a good time. We were all rather… hesitant… and a bit rebellious.. about having to give a presentation, but in the end, we just had SO much fun. I’m glad we did it.

The service team had a quick worship and meeting, and then we prayed over Gabe. We had dinner (a LONG one, just like Paolo wanted), and then we practiced a bit more. Oh, Mariel and Gabriella and I took the participants aside for a bit during dinner… After dinner, we all hung around, and practiced a bit more and finalized stuff, and then while Gabe and Paolo were practicing their performance, I hung out with the girls (service team; participants were downstairs having fun) and some of the adults, and we were just talking about music and stuff.. good times. “… so, darling, save the last dance for me…

We came down, I think we taught a few more songs, and then Gabe gave his talk. We didn’t realize that Karen was missing until the middle of it, so Gabe just contuned and some of the service team went on a search for her… search found her asleep. (I guess she was knocked out from all the excitement.) So Gabe finished his talk… and that was where things stopped going… as smoothly as they had been. Shan’t go into detail… but we sorted things out… and there was a lull in action and it was a bit awkward, but we got it all right in the end. A few more personal talks, pray-overs were conducted, and then came the PROGRAM!!!! Which was awesome.

Kim, Mariel, Alexis, Morgan, Frances, and Candisse did a silent skit. It was good! Their skit was related to the talks and how we cannot do much on our own, but with God’s help, nothing is impossible. It was very good. Morgan and Alexis were the ones that needed “help” and Kimberly was trying to “help” them on her own, but it didn’t work, and then Mariel came along with “God’s Message” and the ones that needed “help” were “helped.” And then, yes, Kim explained how the idea behind it was that we cannot do anything by ourselves, but with God’s help, nothing is impossible. (Sorry to sound repetitive; I just thought it was SO good.)

Then, Gabe and Paolo performed two songs as a sort of intermission. I recorded the first one, but not the second. The first was a “sort of tribute to YFC” and then.. I dunno exactly what the other one was supposed to be. But it was good, they were both good. Hilarious. (Did I mentioned that Karen’s parents were watching? They’d come to pick her up.) LOL.

Paco went and performed Jin Do, which I recorded (counts as P.E.!!!! and my talk counted as Speech… HOMESCHOOLING ROCKS!!!), and then it was our turn…

So the first one scene that we “charade-ed” was from LotR, where Gollum was arguing with Smeagol… and then the second scene was not exactly a scene. The five of us just kinda stood in a line and I started singing “you must be swift as a coursing river…” and we had this hand action thingy, and then they (the audience) guessed it before I could go on. Hahahaha. And then they simply would NOT do the third scene until I sang something, which drove me nuts, so I was cooperative and indulgent and sang the Reflection song, just the first stanza. Which satisfied them, and then the next scene was from Titanic. Karen was kneeling and Gloria was standing behind her, and Gabriella and I sang My Heart Will Go On, and we hadn’t gotten past the first line when it was guessed. Eh, I guess we picked easy ones, eh? Hehehe. Anyway, fourth scene, Gloria and Karen held Gwen tight (they were soldiers), and Gwen goes and says, “WEDDINGS! I love weddings!!! Drinks all around!!!!” and then she would have gone on, and I was supposed to be Norrington… but, heh, yeah, it was guessed pretty quickly… Eh, it was fine. I had fun.

And then… did we teach more songs? or something… but, yeah, whatever we did, we had our Praisefest and just let ourselves go and… yeah. No words to express the feeling. Just.. beautiful.

And then we hung out until bedtime… and that was interesting… Jon was paying me compliments left and right and it was freaking me out… I was beating on people as usual… Gabriella and I had a talk… Paolo ‘apologized’ for something but then when we shook hands it turned out that his hand was freezing cold and wet from the snow so I went and got him for that… Gabe was running away from me/helping Jon with compliments… yeah.

Oh, compliments from Jon; “You’re beautiful.” (about six times over. Yeap… that was just.. .wrong… ahem.) “You’re hair shines like the hair of the magical unicorn in Terabithia.” (whoa?! Besides. It’s not like he’s read the book or even watched to movie. That was pathetic. But hilarious all the same. And just plain freaky.) “Your eyes are as clear as the water in my toilet bowl.” (now, THAT was so Jon, so it wasn’t freaky at all. It was somewhat relieving because the other compliments were just so freaky.) Oh, and he apologized to me for all the times he was mean or hurt me. (WHAT?!)

And… yeah. We had fun. Recorded stuff. Lotsa Stuff. Took Pics. Good times.

And then Alexis, Candisse, Gloria, Mariel, and I went to Mariel’s house… and slept there… tried to. I ended up sleeping in the other room cuz I couldn’t sleep. Alexis was scaring everyone. I was half-asleep and all of a sudden I hear “CANDISSE!!!!!” and screams and squeals of “DON’T DO THAT!!!” and such.. but eventually I fell asleep… they were all still scaring each other. Oh, Paco had come down to say goodnight while I was taking a shower (Paco slept upstairs with Gio; Gabriella, Kim, Gwen, Morgan, and Francis slept downstairs at the De Velas; Paolo and Jon and Gabe slept in Gabe’s room, I guess), and when I came out, everyone was going on about how I just HAD to love that kid!!! cuz he came down to say goodnight to his Ate (they were all majorly impressed with the “ate”), and he gave them all weapons to protect themselves, and left one for me.

So… we got… even less sleep than the night/day before. About six hours. I guess it was alright. We had breakfast… and Mariel was talking about how Paco’s alarm clock didn’t wake him up and so she had to go wake him, and Paco protested, “I was sleeping like a dead man!!!” and after further questioning, “A dead man still twitching!!!” which just made us all… crack up. LOL.

We had morning worship at the De Velas, and then Mariel gave the fourth talk and Ate Candice shared. Mariel did great!!!! We passed out identification cards and letters from parents next. (Hmm, off to the side, there were a few things that came up that were somewhat… amusing. I suppose all these “shan’t go into detail” things that I’m mentioning are just notes to myself so that I won’t forget.) Then, we had break, and hung out and ate and stuff… Gabe got his ID, too. (He didn’t get one last year….!?) and Paolo printed out names to glue on and everything… (muttering something about “wasting trees, should just do this all on one page…” so on. All in good fun, of course. [Correct me if I'm wrong??? :D Salamat...] And then.. yeah.) and we all had fun… until the parents arrived and we had our closing prayer and worship and everything.

Mass was at Good Shepherd’s. It was perfect, too; Paolo and Tita Flor gave us Holy Eucharist. We all sat together in a section.

Then, lunch/service team meeting at Kenwood Mall. Pictures and fun… We discussed what we’d been through and plans and suggestions and improvements for future… Covenant Orientation is to be sometime in May, or earlier. Next Youth Camp tentatively first weekend in August. Our next household is this Sunday during CLP. Mariel and I are to head two lower households. We have yet to discuss how the new YFC-ers will be split up. Week after that, we’ll have our first household with them. All of us together for the first one, and then we’ll be split up thereafter, I gather. YFC GAs are to begin… sometime. Households will be every week for me and Mariel. High household and lower households to be alternated week by week.

After it all, Gabe left for practice (at Evan’s? I guess) and Mariel and Kim and Gabriella and Paolo went ’round the mall, I think, and Kuya Vin joined us for sledding. We had such fun!!! I went down with Ate Candice and Baby Rain by turns, and Rain just had so much fun playing in the snow!!! I recorded mum and dad sledding, and then mum recorded me going down with daddy. Aaackk my legs were hurting from climbing up the hill so many times!!!!!!

The Tolentinos joined us for dinner at our house. We jammed and talked about YFC plans and the Pinas and stuff. Yummy dinner by mommy!!!

The Tolentinos left, and then we spent some family time together. We had our prayer and laughed over stuff. Good way to end the day.

And I thank the Lord for giving me what I need right when I need it. I had glanced at the time, and I realized that Gabe and Mariel and Paolo were all at the concert… and then we went and prayed and Mum said thank you for me and Paco choosing to stay home and be with the family. And I was ready to break down, I was just so happy that I made that choice. Goodnight to everyone, and then I went downstairs to use the laptop…

and ended up chatting with Devin!!!!!! WHEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was just a totally wonderful weekend. Dev and I played 8-ball until I had to go and sleep. *another long sigh of contentment*

So.. here we are. All caught up on blogging and I think I’ll go have some chocolate. LOL!!!!

the past couple daysssssss

well… so… i left off with baby rain’s bday partyyy.. well, this past week has been alright.. choir practice went well.. oh haha sunday we were doing “soon and very soon” and dan said that it was a gospel piece, and we should try to sing it more like a gospel piece. so we practiced and when we’re done, he goes, “look, i hate to say this.. but it sounded.. white.” we laughed our heads off. so he goes and starts the song over, and right before we start singing he goes, “darken it up, now…!!!” which gets us all laughing again, we could barely get the first few words out. and then practice on wednesday, we were saying we ought to just put the recording of the hallelujah chorus from handel’s messiah on and then we’d just mouth it. i mean, really, we must be crazy to do welcome jesus our redeemer and hallelujah chorus in the same night!!! as soon as we finished running through hallelujah chorus, two sopranos looked at each other and said, “we’re altos!” and everyone in our section just burst out laughing.

thursday was lovely… happy thanksgiving everyone!!!!!! good timesssss…

friday, i changed the air filters and then daddy showed me how to change the oil.

took a walk around the neighborhood with the kids. :D oh, we’d gone to get a christmas tree… wheeeeeee…

today, well… just got back from practice at gabe’s house… seven songs… though i’m not sure what order we’re doing them in.

musicians in the house

weeeeeelll last night we had an interesting conversation at the dinner table, and mum suggested that i blog about it if i liked, as my writing assignment… soooo… here goes.

Ninong Alvin was asking what the difference is when you’re reading notes in, say, a piano piece, and reading a riff. So, with Mum’s help, we came to this conclusion: It all comes down to how it’s written and what they represent.

In a piano piece, (or any other piece written on a five-line staff, whether for piano, violin, recorder…) the piece itself tells you everything you need to know to play it properly. It tells you how many counts per measure, the number of counts for each note, what note it is, what major it is in, and so on. In other words, it is very precise. (Very mathematical; we agreed that this is why piano makes one smart, and why they tell you to put Mozart on for the kids. So, because the piece tells you all those things, you could, more or less, be handed a piece you had never heard before, and yet still play it exactly as it is supposed to be played. That does not include the feeling, because I suppose that has to come from the person playing; even though piano is mathematical, I really don’t think it’s supposed to be mechanical. There still has to be a kind of flow, a kind of feeling that is supposed to come through the music, and is… interpreted? by the person who is playing the piece. Well, anyway, I won’t get into all that, as we didn’t discuss the “feeling” part last night, and now I have to think it out! LOL I’ll save that subject for another day. And so to continue.

AS opposed to a riff for guitar. A riff does not tell you how many counts per measure, how many beats per note, and so on. In other words, if someone handed you a guitar riff that you have never heard before, you can pick out the notes, yes, but you cannot play it exactly as it is meant to be played because you do not know the rhythm, you do not know the speed; you cannot play the song unless you hear it for yourself, or learn it from someone who has heard it. Also, the riff does not tell you what the notes are; the numbers are referring to the frets.

soooo… that is what we discussed and learned from each other last night. and now enough of facts and here come opinions.. well, i think that, in general, piano is much more complex than guitar. even though i’m finding the bar chords kind of hard, and the strumming a little confusing, i’ve still learned more on guitar by comparison than i ever learned on piano in the same length of time. i love piano, and i’d love to be able to play as well as mum. i suppose i’m just not that serious about it, and i don’t put enough effort into learning. but it would certainly be a good and beautiful thing to learn. errrghh i will.. slowly, yeah, but i will… and guitar is going well… and i can’t wait to have a violin around again!!! yayyy that makes… let’s see, the piano, the guitar, the violin, the recorder, kinda the fife… well no, that doesn’t count… but yay!!! 4 instruments!!! yayyyyyy…

2 birthdays and an anniversary

We left for St. Louis on Friday the 21st at around 4 or 5 PM. We got to St. Louis at around 10:30, their time. We went to sleep at around 11:30, again, their time. I'd brought my guitar, so I was practicing Time of Your Life before going to sleep.

Woke up early on Saturday, because I looked at my watch and it said 8:30 and I forgot that they're an hour behind, so I got up and had breakfast, and found out that it was 7:30… argh. LOL oh well. Mum and Dad went to the condo to pack up the cookbooks, so I went online and the kids watched Narnia once they got restless. Ninong joined us. When I got tired of watching Narnia and the kids were alright anyway, Ninong and I went and jammed a bit, yahoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL it's so much more fun with both us playing instead of having to share and take turns. We worked on Time of Your Life and Blue Moon/Earth Angel a bit more. He taught me another song, I forget what the title is… the chords are just C D B C over and over… Mum and Dad came home and took a nap, and dad went to get something for the car.

We left for the party at Tito Nato's sometime after 5. As soon as I got there, I was greeted by Tita Mema and Henry. Carried Henry for a bit, Mum wanted a turn, so she got Henry for about… LOL some 2 or 3 minutes, and then I took him back, haha. Tita Mema borrowed Ninong's guitar and Ninong borrowed mine, so I danced Henry around while they jammed a bit. Vanessa and Archie showed up; Aster was sleeping. When ABong came in, I gave Henry back to Tita Mema and we went outside to jam yessssssssa!

ABong was playing lightsaber fight with the boys, and Ninong taught me to play Dreams by the Cranberries. So that was great fun, and that's Electives right there… ABong came over when she got tired, and I stopped playing and started singing; Ninong gave us some Green Dayyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL yeahhh we were going a little more than nuts there, haha… And then ABong said that someone had said that I'd turned Punk while I was in the Pilipinas and I'm like, alright, who said that?!?!?! and no one answered me. Or rather, Ninong was like, nu uh not me, and ABong said it was Deni or something. *grin* ok, whatever… and then they were just teasing me, Ninong was like, where did you get that punk belt and stuff and we were just… laughing.

Went inside to say grace and EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hay sarap. ABong and Yena and I went upstairs to eat, and Tita Mema asked us to listen for Henry since we were up there anyway. When we were done eating, we went downstairs. I found the guitars outside with Ninong and Tita Mema, and then when Ninong went inside, his guitar went to Tito Jarrett. Tita Mema went inside to sing, so I got my guitar from her. Hung outside with Tito Jarrett for a bit. Hmm… who else was out there.. Tita Emily, Mama, Tita Malou, Tito Regie, Tito Romel… Can't remember who else was there. I went inside after a bit, and found Ninong and ABong singing, so I joined them… So yeah we sang a bit and then, guess who showed up after all? Tita Minnie!!! and family. So Mikka and Sarah and Michael and I went outside to chill a bit.

First, however, we had to pass by everyone in the living room, so naturally we were asked questions, how were we, hugs for Tita Minnie and Tito Noel (I'm so glad they came after all!!!!!!), questions on how my trip to the Pilipinas was, and Tito Nato asking kung sasama daw ako kung umuwi siya sa isang taon… which Sarah and I went berserk about and answered quite enthusiastically yes please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL tho' ah dunno how tha's gonna turn out… HAH and then Mikka and Sarah and I started talking about going home in '09 for like 3 months or something, haha! With Ninong Alvin, yeeaaaha, that would rock!

So that's where the whole band idea got serious, and we talked about hey, all we need is me and Ninong on guitar, Unc on bass, Pao on drums, Mikka dancing, and maybe Michael rapping if it came to it, and all of us singin'! So yeah, Sarah and Ninong and Mikka and I got serious about that… and we're seriously hoping to take it somewhere… Anyway, I chilled with the girls and Michael for a bit. We went to hang out on the street, and meanwhile,Tita Minnie borrowed my guitar and she and Ninong were playing Wonderful Tonight and stuff. Mikka's so good at dancing! When she and ABong and Michael went inside to watch Narnia or something, Tita Minnie gave me back my guitar and Ninong and I started playing again. Wow I learned a lot in just one night…

I ended up sleeping at Tita Alma's; Michael, Vanessa, Mikka, Sarah, Ninong Alvin and I all slept downstairs. We watched basketball a bit and listened to some music… we were talking about pranks, and how at previous sleepovers, the person who fell asleep first was the one who waspranked (sumptin about Mark having slept over once and they did somethin' with ketchup?????? and something about Ate Baby and baby powder… I won't elaborate on that one) and so Ninong said the first one who went to sleep would wake up with their head shaved. And Michael said, Ok , he'd be the first to fall asleep. "Hey, that's a free haircut!" So I said something like, "Michael, I admire your optimism." and then… we sorta cracked upcuz he asked, "Um, what is… optimism?" and then ABong starts going, are you sure you're in advanced reading and everything, and Michael's saying that yeah, he's in advanced reading, but not in advanced english. Apparently there's a difference… HAHA and ABong asks if he knows what pessimistic means. "No." Hay nako. NVM! ROTFL all in good fun, of course. And so I answered that question.. about optimism, I mean. A little later Mikka asked me what preparation meant, so I defined it as to prepare, get ready, blah blah blah, and somehow it turns out that she meant "the word Sarah said earlier" and so ABong was like, "Wait. The word I said earlier was pessimistic…" and Mikka's like yeah, that's what she meant, and ABong starts cracking up and we're like how do you get preparation out of pessimistic??? All in good fun of course, and besides that, we're pinoys, so the humor is… different.

Then we got into a discussion about what we missed most in the Philippines and stuff, and all of us expressed our desire to go back, and we started talking about being proud of where our roots came from, and having genuine love for our homeland and so on… And somehow that turned into stuff about school and politics and papers that they had to write and such… Teenage stuff, middle school papers, that sort of thing.

Then ABong and Ninong were having their own conversation, and Mikka and Michael and I went on to religion, the Catholic faith, the main argument agains Protestants, and we were talking about the Seven Sacraments, and about Sacramental grace, and I asked Michael if he was Confirmed yet (he's going on 14 in July so I figured he was) and he wasn't, so that led to more questions, what is Confirmation and so on… Very interesting… and that's what we went to sleep on.

Tita Alma woke me up early, and said that Mum was coming to pick me and Ninong up, so I got up and got ready and went upstairs, but it was early yet and Tita Alma was on the phone again, and it turned out I wasn't gonna be picked up until like 10:30… so she told me to go back to sleep, but by this time, Ninong Alvin is up, and he wanted to go ahead and go so that he could change, so I just went along, instead of Tita Alma just dropping him off and Mom would have to come by for me anyway… so I went downstairs and said goodbye to everyone; they were still asleep, or at least Mikka and Vanessa were, so I said goodbye to Sarah and Michael.

We went to church, and then on our way to Tita Alma's, we met Tita Alma and everyone coming back from church as well, so we met them at some intersection, so that was cool… and we went to Tita Alma's so that ABong could change, and apparently the adults went and got some stuff or something… so ABong and Mikka and Michael and I chilled for a bit over by our car… and I showed Sarah my sweater yeahh that I'd gotten embroidered… And Mikka started dancing and Mum and Mama and Tita Minnie were standing there watching us having our funn…

Everyone followed Papa to Tachibana, which turned out closed.. so we ended up at Happy China. Hah! I made the girls eat their vegetables; actually, it was their own fault, they reminded me, "Are you going to make us eat our vegetables like at the wedding???" so of course I did, though I think Sarah didn't after all… But Mikka did, and haha! she liked the green beans. HAh, I'm good. Hey, I had green beans and snow peas… Anyway, the crab rangoon was delicious though somewhat on the greasy side; when I bit into my second one, some oil actually spilled out… but it was so good and I had 3 or something… I had hot tea with that, and Michael actually tried it and he was like, um, this tastes.. hot… and… weird… and I was like well… it's hot tea. Without sugar. What exactly did you expect… and he's like well I thought it would be cold…

Anyway, we were talking and laughing about movies and such, and then Ninong said LOL and leaned back, and so I asked how many of you have said LOL in public? And Michael's like I say lol (like, not spelling it out, l-o-l, he pronounces it "lol" like it's a word) and then we got to talking about acronyms, and ABong was still cracking up about the optimism thing from the night before, so she was like, "Does he know what 'acronym' means?" and it got a little far… with questioning if Michael knew how to use the dictionary… cuz they were like, and I don't think this was still Sarah who said it, someone said something like oh yeah, he's gonna be looking that up in the dictionary when he gets home… So one thing led to another… and then it led back to our band. Sarah is so serious about us making a music video and sending it to Pao haha! Well, we can dream right? Maybe it will go somewhere…

Mikka and ABong and I escaped and they took me to the Grasshopper Studio, which is on the other side of the strip mall that Happy China is a part of, and it was a beading store! Now, Fire Mountain Gems is perfect, I have never been dissatisfied with it, but the difference is, they sell in bulk. This Grasshopper Studio had Swarovski Crystals that they sold individually or by the scoop. Swarovski Crystal heaven, their selection is beautiful. They sell handmade glass beads, made there in that store, and they sell Art Clay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which I got really really excited about, and they have a nice stock of wire… from dead soft to full hard, square, round, half round, twisted… and the crimp pliers are cheaper than at Fire Mountain Gems. Beautiful wall dedicated to semi-precious gems, coral, turquoise, and pearls that range in grade and color and size. And also different cuts; rice shaped pearls, rough cut gemstone chips… Beautiful. Just beautiful. all temporarily strung and hanging orderly. The Swarovski crystals were on shelves just in front of the window, so the natural light made them look so lovely. Ahh I have to go back there…

We stopped by the Bubble Tea place for dessert, and Mikka and Sarah and Vanessa and I got a table and talked more about the band (wow now that we have that idea going, we're obsessed with it) and then we had to say goodbye once we got our orders, and then we just… left. Said goodbye to everyone. Kasi may pasok pa si Tito Romel, and ABong had something she had to go to at 4… it was about 2:30 when we left the Bubble Tea place. Went home, and Ninong and I found the chords to Danny's Song for Mum, and we jammed a bit before leaving. We took pictures outside before leaving. So, here we are, back in OH and I've done my Spanish. Time for a little math.

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to Ninong Alvin and Tita Dolly, and a Happy Anniversary to Mama and Papa!!!!!!!